i must say, i was shocked that you told me the brutal truth, your honest viewpoint. i know the truth is hard to stomach, and a lie will cause more harm. but sometimes i hope to be deceived and remain ignorantly optimistic.. well, i am still glad that you didn't choose to lie. thanks

who doesn't wish that their own relationship can withstand all trials and tribulations? that their love is strong, cause it has a strong foundation, and not cause the other half is simply around? who wants to believe, even if it may be true, that the saying 'out of sight, out of mind' is true? yes i know things can change, but which girl doesn't hope to be the one that can anchor a guy's heart down? who would want to put in effort to maintain a relationship if absence will simply erase away all the love and affection?

i don't really know what to believe anymore. one part of me feels like i should hold on to a relationship steadfastly, the other part wonders, what for? it's all going to end in a heartbreak, cause love isnt enough.

on a happier note, i ate rochor beancurd yesterday night! =D and was a loving sister.. lol